I've been dumb,stupid,unreal,self-centered and pussylike. And i didn't know when to act and I hope i get to have a chance to turn back time just once,just once and i'll change everything that i've did and did not do ! And you deserve so much more than what you put up for and it really made me regreting it all so deeply now for not realising that back then. But i know i can't do much to change the past now and i really regret about the fact that why didn't i think this way before? Why do i have to be like that? Why did i ever thought of you that way? WHY DIDN'T I DO THE THINGS THAT I WANTED? just because of some little reasons? it was really not worth to defend those reasons over you and i know that now but why didn't i realise that back then? I really hope that one day when i wake up in the morning, i'd be waking up on the 15th on September ! I deserve what was coming to me. I was selfish and untrusting but u still stood by me and endure it and i really wanna thank you for that. But i guess i crossed the line this time,huh? I'm really sorry and i hope it doesn't change a thing ! Cause i really want another chance to prove how much i love you and i really will do it right this time ! Babe, i love you and i wanna be with you so just please give me 1 more chance. All i'm asking this time is 1 more chance that's all. And i know that my brain will always think too much for it's own good but this time i really will ignore all those ideas and move forward towards you. So from the last piece of crap in me i would just wanna ask for another chance to prove myself again. I really hope u'll think about it after reading this post D; And i know that probably i won't touch your heart as much as i can before but i really wanna make things better and i seriously dun wanna lose you. So please,can you atleast think about it? We've made it this far right? How about one more last jump? please?