If you wanna leave, the door is wide open. I never forced you to stay. I want you to be happy,not annoyed and frustrated. So if u wanna leave just please do it as soon as you can and stop giving me fake hopes ;) i'd appreciate that very much. For now i'll just keep my distance, no worries i won't annoy you no more.

I've been dumb,stupid,unreal,self-centered and pussylike. And i didn't know when to act and I hope i get to have a chance to turn back time just once,just once and i'll change everything that i've did and did not do ! And you deserve so much more than what you put up for and it really made me regreting it all so deeply now for not realising that back then. But i know i can't do much to change the past now and i really regret about the fact that why didn't i think this way before? Why do i have to be like that? Why did i ever thought of you that way? WHY DIDN'T I DO THE THINGS THAT I WANTED? just because of some little reasons? it was really not worth to defend those reasons over you and i know that now but why didn't i realise that back then? I really hope that one day when i wake up in the morning, i'd be waking up on the 15th on September ! I deserve what was coming to me. I was selfish and untrusting but u still stood by me and endure it and i really wanna thank you for that. But i guess i crossed the line this time,huh? I'm really sorry and i hope it doesn't change a thing ! Cause i really want another chance to prove how much i love you and i really will do it right this time ! Babe, i love you and i wanna be with you so just please give me 1 more chance. All i'm asking this time is 1 more chance that's all. And i know that my brain will always think too much for it's own good but this time i really will ignore all those ideas and move forward towards you. So from the last piece of crap in me i would just wanna ask for another chance to prove myself again. I really hope u'll think about it after reading this post D; And i know that probably i won't touch your heart as much as i can before but i really wanna make things better and i seriously dun wanna lose you. So please,can you atleast think about it? We've made it this far right? How about one more last jump? please?

T H E D A Y S OF D A Y S

November 26,2009. 2.25am. Still waiting. ;) Hope i won't fall asleep x.x But i know that i've made a decision, i won't ever ever giv a shit what others think of me now. From now on i'll do what is right and what i like ! Mmmmmhm ! Hear me out ! I'm a changed man ! I ain't what i am before i guarentee you ! Embarressment? Shyness? What is it? Never heard of it before la ! ;D HA ! i've been thinking how useless i was and yea, i really do regret the things i did and did not do in the past. If only i had a timemachine huh? D; too bad ! BOO HOO ! well i guess the only thing i can do is hope and pray oh ! and i better not forget to NOT back on the past. What is over is over ! Look forward ! Make things out of what you have and not think about things you can make with things you don't have ! But seriously i'm just wondering about why i can't just fall sleepy like i normally do? I mean i just can't sleep early these days ! D; and it ain't doing my face any good either ! Do i really nid to get sleeping pills? ;O i hope not. Mmmmmmm oh well i guess that's about it for today ! ;D i'm just gonna continue waiting and waiting, yea i know u might be sleeping but still,something in me feels guilty and i can't go to bed feeling like this ! i'll wait till tmr morning for your answer if i have to ! but i'm pretty sure i'll pass out on my keyboard sooner or later x.x *ouch* HA ! waffle face? Mmmmmm ~ waffle ~ Oh dang ! i made myself hungry and i ain't got no food ! =.= WTF !

Mothers,

Yeah they're the ones that u can make u really really mad and really really happy ! :D for example she made me soooooooooooooo friggin mad ytd ! D; *dam her* but she mad me sooooooo happy today ! ;D *awwww* And yeah,i know some of you hate ur own mom to the core but just let me tell ya 1 thing. If it wasn't for her u won't even get to hate or love her ! I mean she made you right? She raised you and made you the way you are right now. If u're still in a house infront of ur computer reading this post means that you should not have a reason to hate your mom. So yea i really hate mine too sometimes but i don't know why i wont stay angry at her forever x.x ! GO MOMMA GO ! :D well i guess that's about it for today ! TTFN !

The Don'ts of life.

Don't know what to think. Don't know what's going on. Don't know what happened. Don't know when it happened. Don't know if it was ever me. Don't know when will it be better.

WHEN YOU GOT IT,YOU GOT IT BAD

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life,family problems,friends,future and you ! Yeah, seriously i'm quite grateful for what i have now especially having u as my baby, baby ;) i seriously do mean what i say ! everything single word baby. Although i can't really show how much i love you now but i wantcha to know i really really do love you a lot a lot and i'll try to make it all happen for you ! i promise you that baby. Some people say love can be created through first sight? some say through friendship but baby you caught my heart from the first time i laid my eyes on you. Those brown eyes just locked mine tightly and just won't let go ! HAHA ! i admit that i froze for about 3 seconds? from the first time i saw you at my class baby ! ;) A lightning-ey feeling just rushed through my body, for the first time i've felt such a feeling ! i won't ever forget how i felt that day ! ;) and baby i wanted to tell you that u look FINE from the view of my class seat ! HAHA ! but i was too naive to realize that feeling that time ! how dumb am i? HA ! who woulda think that u'd be mine now,huh? but i'm very grateful and happy that u are ! ;) i can't think of a better ting that has ever happened to me besides you baby. Each day when i wake up you're the reason for me to rush down and fight over to use the computer with my brother ;) eventhough it means that we only chatted for like 5minutes sometimes? but just knowing that you'd be the one whose gonna reply everything i typed would be more than enough to satisfy me. Some people tell me not to fall too deep for someone and not to take a relationship too seriously or the one to get hurt will be no other then ourselves, but how can i do that? i mean it's like asking me not to breath ! i need air to live, and i need you to live. So no matter what happens i just wanna let you know you'll forever be number 1 in my heart ! ;) Although we don't have much to say sometime but i just love the feeling of having you around. Ya i know i can be annoying sometimes but i just can't help myself, i'm just too into ya baby.You're just so attractive to me in the way you are and in everything you do. But sometimes i really wonder would you even notice when i'm not around no more? They say when u keep repeating a word many times it'll lose it's meaning and when u keep missing chances it'll slowy loses it's meaning too ! So i really hoped that i haven't missed any chances yet ! If i did, i would like to ask from you now another chance for me prove myself again? I promise i won't fail you again ! And baby, i won't ever ever forget the day u gave me a sure ! ;) 15 september when u asked me who i liked HAHA ! i was nervous all over me eventhough we were just smsing ! HAHA ! yea as u rmbed my grandma was watching me the whole time as i was smiling so happily ;) you know when u told me u liked me i was so happy that i was jumping around in ma living room wif my little brother HAHA ! stupid guy lai d ;) i can still rmb how happy i was,well it's a kind of a feeling that's kinda hard for me to forget ya know :D Baby, i really do love you !

OI YOU ! I LOVE YOU CASEY LEONG KE SHI ! AND I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW ! :P ♥

Everyone's like this? no?

Well i don't know about you guys but i think i have 2 kinds of personalities? ;O ! i think i can't control them ! that's the worst part ! D; dang i really hate this 2 personality gig, it's ruining my life ! D; i mean i'm like a guy who likes to laugh and talk cock for no reason u get wat i mean? but then sometimes for no reason my brain just blankout and i have nth to say or do just sit thr like a freaken retard ! i mean wth? i know who am i and wat am i capable and like to do ! but yet i cant do it ! WAT THE F**K!? i really hope that this phase can come to an end soon ! cos it's really bugging me ! i aint talking properly,playing properly,eating properly and certainly NOT sleeping properly ! D; wat is with humans and thier friggin phases? can't ya just live a life with just 1 phase? i mean that's much more easier to adapt to right? RIGHT ! Mmmmmmmmmm ~ D; seriously i wasn't like this before ! just hope that things will change for the better cause i really need some good news D; shitty holiday,huh? so far it's my worst holiday yet ! D; bad luck and crappy incidents have been happening on me lately ! D; i mean i can stand a little bit of bad luck ! it's the mental problem that bugs me ! D; seriously man why do humans have such a complex brain? i mean look at dogs or birds ! like so friggin free and soooooooo ~ uhmmmm.... how do u describe it? OH ! soooo like themselves ! u get wat i mean? although thier simple minded but sometimes it aint such a bad thing being simple minded ! eventhough u won't go as far as those complex minded ones atleast you can live ur life happily right? so as u can see actualy nothing is holding us behind from wat we want besides ourselves ! D; yea yea i know watcha thinking ! i can make this post but i can't stick to it ! so yea i'm tryin ok? doing things u said aint easy ! i'm human too ! and humans need time to do and accomplish things so time is of the essence ! ;D really hope i can change this 2 timer part of me ! Mmmmmmmmmm~ u're going down Bryan no.2 ! ;D Waaa chhaaa ! HAHA ! all of a sudden it's become a kung fu-ey post huh? HAHA ! x.x well i guess that's all for today's post ! ;D TFFN !




OI ! imy ~ ;) ` Ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Regreting.

Awwww i'm sooooo sorry about how i am today ! ;( this friggin BIG BIG BIG pimple just pop out on my face ! it;s like the biggest one i've ever had ! and made me think i look like friggin shrek ! ;( which makes me shameful of my own face which make me unsocial ! ;( well i think it'll be better tmr ! ;D and i'm back wif my self-confidence agn ! HAHA ! yea yea i know i'm being silly over a pimple ! but i'm really embarrassed of it ! i seriously hate hate hate pimples ! ;( my mom told me i'll stop having pimples officially by next year ! ;D do i hear a WOOO HOOO? haha ! so yea i'm really happy about that ! ;) since ma cheap parents dun provide me with facial products i'm really happy that my pimply phase is finally over over over ! ;) and i'll try to dance even better cause i'm gonna perform on saturday ! O ! M ! F ! G ! ;O i have never been on stage since kindergarten man ! friggin nervous la ! hope i wont forget the steps and fall of the stage eh ! well i guess that's it ! imma go to bed now HEHE ! TTFN ! ;)

Didn't know what to blog about !

I'm human,
I'm a male,
I have a name and it's Bryan Lee Chi Chek *not cicak or ciplak or cipiek or wadever !*
I have two not very small eyes,
I have brown eyes,
I have a nose which can poke you,
I have quite a thick lips?
I have white skin,cos i aint no nigger !
I have brownish hair?
I have hairy hands ! HAHA !
I have a crooked grin,*uh huh it's seeeee-exy*
I have a face?
I have 4 very sharp and very long canine tooth,
I can lick my nose?
I can crosswire my eye,
I can speak 7 different kind of language,
I cant read and write chinese but i know chinese,
I have a sexy pair of hands along with some sexy fingers !
I'm 64kg,
I love to say dian ji,
I dislike people who lies and acts otherwise,
I love to eat at McDonalds,
I really really really wanna go to Taiwan ! ;(
I wan my parents to buy me facial products,
I wanna have a lifetime supply of cheeseburger and BIBIMBOP ! ;D
I wanna have cats !
I wanna have a bestfriend which is crazy but loyal,
I wanna have a cool pair of boots !
I wanna know how to read and write chinese,
I wanna learn how to read and write koren too !
I wanna drive !
I wanna play basketball,
I wanna grow taller !
I wanna meet someone who survived through World war 1 !
I wanna see a real mermaid,
I wanna wear specs !
I wanna rob a bank and set it on fire !
I wanna draw a painting on a settled pond on a boat,
I wanna have a billion dollars !
I wanna have someone that would jump in a building which is on fire for me,
I wanna meet someone that can say "she sells seashell on the seashore on a see-saw" 10 times in 10 seconds !
I wanna have greenish-blue eyes,
I wanna feel how is it like to have female shitz ! HAHA !
I wanna know how the girl's bathroom look with girls in it !
I wanna know which came first? the egg or the chicken?
I wanna sing Kumbaya when i'm being scolded by my principal,
I wanna feel what real snow feels like,
I wanna know how to play the guitar,
I wanna know how it feels like to feel both shocked but satisfied at the same time,
I wanna whack a malay kid wearing a songkok,
I wanna rebel against my dad,
I wanna live in a house of my own on my own and the ones i loved, *parents not included*
I wanna be able to lick my elbow,



Well i guess that's about it? Can't think of anything else at this moment ! x.x I'm tired,confused and frustrated ! So i guess i'm gonna go to bath now ! ;D TTFN ! See ya again soon folks !

Curses !

Well today i did nth but sleep,eat and sleep ! x.x i din even both to get up and bath ! HAHA ! aiyo dun think i'm dirty la ! cos gt aircond ba and i dun smell or any smelly smell smell ~ ;D so lazy get up and bath lo ! then i just kept sleeping and sleeping ! x.x then finally got up and went to bath and went to the studio for dancing ! ;D baby did not came today ;( awwww she's sick ! Hope u get better soon baby ! ;) Drink lotsa liquids and get more shuteye ! Oh ya and i wanna sahre 1 more thing wif u guys, that is i don't know why but i cant seem to sleep early in the night ! i mean i'm ready and set to go to bed but i reli cant seem to sleep within 10pm ! i dont know why ! always wait till 11 something liddat then can sleep d ! T.T reli aint good for the collagen for my skin la ! ;( does anyone have a sleeping pill or something? mind sharing? HAHA ! naaaahh ~ i dun take drugs ! ;D im a good son of a bitch ! ;) So i guess that's all for today ! I'm gonna try to sleep now @.@ it's 10.05 now but i think i'll sleep at 11.30 something liddat cos am just gonna turn left and right till it hits 11.30 ! ;( So yea, BYE ! TTFN ! ;) Hope you get better soon Baby ! ;D

"Lucky" day

Mmmmmmhm ! from the tittle above u already know i had 1 hella lucky day ! In the morning i woke up having a soreback ! then when downstairs,on my way downstairs i tripped and roll down the 3rd step of a 7 step stairs ! D; dang that hurts ! T.T so yea ma back and ma ass got orchey ! ;( painful when u touch it ! HAHA ! then my mom bought chicken rice for me ! ;D woo hoo ! dam happy la ! go get the rice then put on the table ! thn wanted to get a chair ! then kena my rice then BOOOM ! spilt it all over the floor ! FTW ! no nid eat liao HAHA ! so went to cook instant noodles ! Heated some water,get the noodles,get some eggs, then when i crack the eggs it had 2 yolks !! HAHA ! uh huh ! finnaly something lucky happened ! ;D then put in da noodles ! then cook cook cook. WOO HOO ! it was finished ! ;D then when i was about to eat ! someone knocked on the door so i went to answer it lo,it was my maid x.x HAHA ! then rushed back to the kitchen to ma noodley noodles ! ;D but then i saw a fly on it ! WTF ! WHO DIN ***KING CLOSE THE #(*)@*#)(@# DOOR ! T.T so i din eat the noodles and my 2yolked egg ! NOOOO ! D; so i jst ate some biscuits and fruits =.= then watched jennifer's body ! HAHA ! mmmmmmmmmmmmmhm ~ then after that i went to bath ~ then when to the studio ~ dance dance dance ~ then went home lo ! ;D then ate some longan ping that my grandma made ! ;D UH HUH ! DELICIOUS LA ! HAHA ! Love ma granny babeh ! :) hope she doesn't leave me soon ! HAHA ! choi choi choi ~ then went to bath ! and when i was bathing ofcourse i was singing la ~ HAHA ! then sing sing sing ~ ma friggin shampoo went in ma friggin eye ! so i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! OUCH OUCH OUCH ! then ma mom knocked on the door and said "OI ! wat u doing in there !" HAHAHA ! dun get the wrong idea eh ! x.x then brush brush brush ma teeth ~ thn my lil bro scared me yet AGAIN ! and i poke dao my gums ! D; 1 word, OOOUCHHHH !!! so now you know how lucky i am today huh? ;D not bad eh? HAHA ! so i guess that's all for today x.x i better get to bed soon to avoid anymore "Lucky" things to happen ~ HAHA ! TTFN ! ;D

Homo?

Sometimes i really wished being a girl, LOL ! dun get the wrong idea ! x.x Cause if i'm a girl then my parents would buy facial products for me ! =( dang it ! i really hate my blood type too ! T.T this holiday i get friggin many pimples man. I also dono why =.= maybe not enough sleep? or too stress? if i had facial products it'd help a loooooooot ! D; but sadly my parents dun wanna buy me any ! EFF THEM ! D; so now i'm collecting money to buy some myself ! but it's friggin expensive =.= i doon't think i have the money to buy them. D; Well the weather these days also aint that good, it's friggin HOT ! sometime it also hits 39 degrees ! if i were in taiwan or korea now, it'd be only 21 celcius ! D; or less T.T i really love thier weather man ! Oh ya ! my mom says if i did good in my SPM she'd put in taiwan to further my studies ! HAHA ! do i hear a WOOO HOOO? yeah ! but only 1 problem, MY CHINESE ! FTW ! HAHA ! i gotta start focusing on ma NOOB chinese if i wanna go to taiwan x.x so yea i hope next year i get to study in riam again. ;) So yea and i hope this pimples dissapear from my face as soon as possible too =.= fking hate this ! makes my face look uglier and uglier !!!!!! NOOOO !!! but still so handsome la ~ HAHA ! well u get my point. I guess am just gonna end ma post here !! ;) TTFN !

Where sexy got it's "exy"

Nice glasses teach` ;D HAHA !

UH HUH ! i know watcha gonna say ! OMFG ! it's cute but SEXY at the same time ! HAHA ! i know,right? try to guess which is me ;D HAHA ! i know it's obvious cos i'm obviously the cutest and the sexiest one thr ! HAHA !
I should be the one holding the mic,no? waste of talent la ~ HAHA !


Well i guess that's all for today ! x.x nth to blog d. HAHA ! oh ya,riam food fair today then saw many ppls and old frens. HAHA ! ok i'm just gonna end this post here ! BYE ! ;D TTFN ! I ♥ U !

Ugly bitchies ! bitchy !

Ok, like i said over and over again ! You ! Yea,it's obviously you right? I know,you know and everyone else knows too ! Bitches like you just know how to take but not give ! You kill people who care about you from the inside ! Uh huh,dun nid to be innocent ! Cos u're friggin )(&#)@*_(#(_# GUILTY ! Don't know how can u even stand to look in a mirror ! Bet you don't have one,huh? well that explains everything ! Yea yea walk like model cos you'll never be one ! eating slowly? naaaaahhhh ! dun think that u're cute eating slowly ! u look like a retard bitch with a frigginly small mouth ! friggin retard ! hope u ain't here nxt year ! yea ! move back to ur kennel la ! knn ! There's a lot more comment for you but i ain't gonna waste my time to write about it ! u're a bitch ! and u're an ugly one ! so 1 word to comment u, PUI ! i don't write this post cos i give a damn i wrote it cos i just hate the fact of seeing ur fked up thingy which u call a face ! so yea i hope u get out of my face soon and bitch out forever ! i'm in a happy position now, have food to eat , have tasty drink to drink , have a little bro who likes me , a baby for me to love and cherish and friends to hang out with ! uh huh ! the jokes on you now ! like they say "Play with someone, and u'll get played as well" uh huh ! read it ! memorize it ! SMELL it ! live it ! peace out BITCH ! TTFN ! stay tuned again ! :D

12/11

Well today i went to pass up the letter that i wrote. x.x You kow what did Mr.Richard say? Ok, we will let u know soon either we are going to accept Bryan back or not. We'll contact you soon ! 1 word. FFFFFFFFF******CCCCCCCCK ! wan then wan lo ! dun thr gege liao ma ! HAHA ! after that i wanted to go home ! so my mom drop me off and went out to buy food. I just sat here listening to songs bla bla bla then suddenly ! someone called my house phone so i picked up and answered, hello? then thr was nobody thr, then i said hello hello? thn some indian sounds start to talk ! nananananaana ~ perenggeeeeyyy ~ roti canai ! HAHAH ! ok ok i was just kidding about the roti canai part ! HAHAHA ! so i said oi ! speak english u indiano ! HAHA ! then they say *in indian accent* EH ! EH ! u aaaa selling pillows a? Then i was like Yes,wat kind of pillow u want? bigga? mediuma? smalla? then they were like nonononono ! wee wee collecta old pillows ! HAHAHA ! then i was like Oh? u pick shit that ppl dun wan? thn he said nonono ! pillow ! we picka pillow ! HAHAHA ! then iwas like oh ok, be in my shop "Dreamland" in 5 minutes i put the pillow outside. then he said ok ok ! thank you sir ! then i was like Oh ok,no prob bub ! nananana ~ HAHAHAH ! wonder if they reli went to dreamland x.x HAHAHA ! then after that i went to sleep ~ eat ~ bath and eat agn x.x oh ! look at the time ~ 5.45 ! time to bath agn ! HAHA ! then went to dancing ~ lalala ~ then sharon and alfred din come ! D; very empty x.x HAHA ! then dance dance dance and watch ma baby learn da new dance ! HAHA ! da song was quite funny ! HAHAH ! then talked with Leonard ! ;D HAHAH ! he love`em bugs ! HAHAH ! well i guess that's all for today ! ;) And last but not least ! i'm glad i get to see ur smile today Baby ! i missed it all so much ! HAHA ! I ❤ U ;) TTFN !

Letter of LOVE !

HAHAH ! here's some SMEXY pictures of the letter i wrote today ! HAHA ! ofcos i aint gonna pass up the right one la ~ HAHAHA !BOOM ! close up ! Part 1 ! ;D
close up ! Part 2 ! ;D
close up ! Part 3 ! ;D
Aaaaaaaaaaaand ! *drum rolls* ! The big finale ! HAHAHA ! nice no?

So that's about it for day i guess. x.x HAHA ! TTFN and stay tuned !

Register day !

So i went to school today at about 10.45? my mom filled in some forms and went in to richard's office with me. Then richard was like " WOAH ! BRYAN ! jian le tou fa le a? ren bu chu ni leh ! *atleast someone cares* Then we talked and talked. Then he asked me to apologise to my mom? HAHA ! i was like wtf? then he says i have to hold her hand while apologising ! HAHA ! friggin awkward ! x.x then he still said tht my hair was long and wanted me to cut 2 more inches or it ! *why dontcha just say cut till bald while u're at it?* then he still wanted me to write a letter to appeal? WTF ! then MAYBE only maybe he will let me go back for form 4 ! D; dang it ! So that's about it ! ;D BYE !

T.T

Baby, i feel that you're neglecting me,pushing me aside ! Baby ! I really feel left out nowadays ! D; What is up? Cant you just tell me? Maybe i could help? Maybe can't, well if i can't at least it'll make me understand what condition you're in. I dun wanna go the the dance and see u frowning all the time, it really gets my head wondering what's up with my Baby and making me worry and worry more and more ! D; So please Baby, i'm just asking this 1 favour ! just this once ! D; can we be like what we were last time? I'd really really like that ! Please? I really love you Baby, but i really can't just stand aside and watch you like this, i really can't ! D; Do you even care about me anymore? Cause if u care you'd tell me what's going on and not ignore me. You know what's the hardest part? It's to pretend that nothing is up while knowing that you're pushing me aside further and further,and having the thought of you ignoring me ! That really gets me ! Am I a bug to you now? Baby it really hurts ! I've never felt like this before, it's eating me from inside ! I cant eat,sleep and can't even smile properly ! D; So please Baby? I really love you a lot a lot a lot ! ❤ !

9/11 !

Baby ! This post is for you ! ;D ♥ ! Sorry i didn't do anything to cheer you up ! D; cause i thought u hated me x.x ! HAHA ! i know i know ~ i think too much ! D; I'm sorry ~ But i promise that i won't make the same mistake no more ! ;D I promise ! I promise ! ;D and and ! jia you in your folio Baby ! ;D really hoped i can help you out D; but instead i'm so friggin useless to you now D; i feel useless T.T ! But since i cant do anything much to help you now ,i'm gonna pray and cheer for you ! ;D JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! You can do it ! ;D dun too moody oh baby ! rinkles come out le lo ! ;D HAHA ! i really hope this folio thingy wont affect us D; i really hope not ;D ! well ! i'll be praying and cheering for you Baby ! So Jia you Jia you OH ! ;D Oh baby ! i'm gonna have my haircut tmr le o ~ D; din even get the chance to take photo ley ~ D; Babi la ! HAHAHA ! x.x I think that's about it ba x.x Sry agn oh Baby ! D; i cant do much to help you out when u needed help ! T.T am really really sorry ! I'll try my best and make sure that this doesn't happen again ! D; Hope you can finish the folio ya ! ;D ! I love you Baby ! ♥ Muacks ! Muacks ! Muacks ! ;D +u+u !

This post ain't as simple as you think.

I Miss You ! :(

Richard !

Mr.Richard a Mr.richard ~ this post is dedicated to YOU ! Oh yea Babeh ! Only yoooouuuuuuuu~ can make of this post seem right ~ ooooonnllyyyyy yooouuuuuu ! can make my conduct D ! only youuuuu and you alone caaaa-aaan put my conduct D like you do ~ and to fill my heart will hate for only yoooooouuuuu ~ ooooohh-only youuuuuu ~ can put my conduct D ~ for all it's trueeeee ~ you are my shit face principal ~ when u put my conduct D ~ i understand the female shitz~ through youuuu ~ ur my principal ~ my one and onlyyyy youuuuu ~ oooh - oh - oh - oooonly youuuuuu ~ can put my conduct DDDDD ~ for all it's true ~ you are my shitface principallll ~ when u put my conduct D ~ i understand the female shitz ~ through youuuu ~ you're my shitface principal ~ my one and you only youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ~ *one and only youuuuu ~ THANK YOU ! THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! -Only you by Bryan Lee- *NAH ! by elvis presley but it's mine now ! ;D* See la Richard i so good la ! make one song for u ! still put my conduct D wor? lanjiao ah ! well imma cut my hair soon ! chiao ! ;D but i'll be back next year Richard ! BEWARE !

shit shit shit shit

shit shit shit shit shit and SHIT ! my friggin FACE ! ma ! my ! my ! ma ! my ! F-F-F-F-F-FACE ! it's ruined with the uber BIG not to mention UGLY scar ! D; no thanks to my friggin bro and bionicles ! CURSES! D; well i'm tired so i'm just gonna my blog here ! BYE ! D;

Just a random post

I'm proud and grateful for what i have and am now.
Although i think too much sometimes but she gave me a way out,that i am very grateful of.
I just like the way u solve all my problems without you even knowing u did it.
That's just amazing,the way you did it,the endless supply of smile are with me as long as u are.
I chose u for more than a reason and one of those reason is because i just feel like myself when i'm around u.
And for someway u just make me feel like i wanted to be a better man,just for you.
Do you know that each time i see you,hear from you,or even think of you my smile was auto-ly dragged out from me and placed on my depressed face.
Sometimes i think that i'm lacking of something to fulfill ur needs i just wanna be the one u'll count on and go to when u're having a hard time.
I wanna be part of your life,i wanna be involved in your everyday adventure.
Babe,i just wanna let u know that i have never felt like this for someone this much and this deep.
I love you and i'm very grateful u're mine now.

I promise i'll do the best i can to make you happy and be by you when you need a shoulder to cry on.

Hope i can make your days brighter even little bit, that would be more than enough for me.
Baby,i hope that i am as better a man for you as you are a woman for me.
Baby, i wanna tell you that -

I love you very much ,I do ! forever and always ! ;D ♥



After reading this blog i know you'd problably think i'm emo or something,huh? well i'm NOT ! ;D i'm just bored,empty minded and writing what comes to mind. x.x so yea call me mad. i aint normal anyway ! HAHA ! well ,tht's all for now ! ;D TTFN ! Stay tuned fellow bloggers for the next episode ! HAHA !

2/11 ! First day of dancing class !

YAY ! today's the first day of ma dancing class ! ;D i was soooooooo nervous at first ! x.x ma face was red like ~ like ~ like ! just cut urself with a knife and u will know ! ;D HAHAHA ! JOKING ! dun do it ! i dun wanna be responsible for wat comes out in the front page of the newspaper tmr ! HAHAHA ! ok back to the dancing thingy ~ HAHAHA ! so it's ma first day right? so i went up with sharon ! ;D cos i was toooo friggin nervous to go up there alone x.x ! HAHAHA ! then went i got up i saw ma baby there ! ;D HI BABY ! HAHAHAHA ! then kelly came too ! AHAHAHA ! our first expression was ;O ! HAHAHAHA ! so then they chit chat about stuffs ~ bla bla bla then i heard the word BRA ! they were talking about bras? HAHAHAH ! ok ~ WIERD ! HAAHA ! so then the dancing class started ! we did some warm ups then boys went to the right side and the girls went to the left side ~ so boys were only 3 ! me,alfred and a lil dude ! ;D which was kinda cute cos he was yawning and everything ! HAHAH ! dam sleepy o him ~ HAHAHA ! then there was like 3902482349243492 girls ! HAHAHA ! so the girls was learning as song called JAIHO ~ BAILO BAILO ~ did i say it right? HAHAHA ! well that's the way it is now ! ;D WEEEE ! HAHAH ! then boys learn mirotic ! ;D which was friggin hard for me D; *uh huh i know watcha thinking ! i'm noob !* then dance dance dance dance dance ~ BOOM ! it was 9.30 already? wow time flies,huh? HAHHA ! so they all went back home ! baby's car was early today ~ uh huh too bad ! D; HAHAHA ! then i was the last one to go back ! x.x i went back at about 10.10? 10.15? HAHAH ! so the teachers waited along with me too ! ;D *awwww so kind!* HAHAHA ! thn went home bath ! and dug for food ! ;D HAHAHA ! so tht's about it for the day ! x.x !





Oh P.S ! a message to my special precious someone ! ;D

SLEEP EARLIER EVERY NIGHT ! and dont sleep in the afternoon ! D; cos i friggin miss u a lot a lot a lot ! and I♥U very much ! ;D

Sunday 1/11

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