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IRONY !







oh and i'll blog about the trip to kl nxt time :D very very busy nowdays so yea TTFN ! and stay tuned.

MEMOIRS

So i just came back from a VERY fun day at mcc with soon lee,godwin,dylan,lift,yc, and kh(dog) right? so headed upstairs to take a bath and then went down to have my dinner ! :D After that i watched tv ! and lucky me my favourite show was on HBO ! :D so after watching it i decide to head to bed early but when i turn off the lights and wanted to turn on the music, i found my long lost disc ! :D WOO HOOOO ! which contained every single song i loved in it ! :D i was so happy and in a blink of an eye the music started ! :D so i lay on my bed in the dark with only the light of my lamp. But then those songs just made me think and recall back my memories :O ! O-M-F-G ! HAHA ! then i recalled the time that i was at Miss- oh ! sry ! HAHAHA ! MDM.Stella's wedding ! HAHA ! i'll never forget that night ! ;) HAHA ! eventough i got "blur" that night,but i had a lot of fun ! :D HAHAHAH ! and ! thanks chels ! HAHAH ! for ur mints ! :D and thank your aunty for the COFFEE ! HAHAHA ! and sorry i called her short ! LMAO ! AHHAHAHAH ! and also jamie ! HAHAHA ! thank you ! for letting me spam ur perfume ! HAHAHAHAH ! aiya ~ cheap perfume right? nvm one la ~ HAHAHAHAH ! apart from that i really enjoyed the food and when MDM.Stella walk in the dome wearing her wedding gaun ~ OH ! MY ! ****ING ! GAWD ! HOT ! HOT HOT ! HAHAHA ! i was like wao ! she can be this hot? HAHAH ! at the same time i feel that it's great to see her finally get married u know? i mean she teaches us for like so loooong ! and finally she's getting married infront of my own eyes ! HAHAHA ! i hope you and your husband have a everlasting and romantic relationship :D cause u really deserve it ! And i'm speaking from all of us in 3H and 2H last year, WE ARE SORRY ! HAHAHAH ! yea i know we're worst thn devils but we're boys right? HAHAH ! boys gotta do what boys do, and that is making teachers angry ! HAHAHA ! and i also recalled about my form 2 life ! :D Awww i really miss those days ! :D so dam relax la that year haiyo ! HAHAHA ! for one whole year ! i din even open my textbooks ! HAHAHA ! still perfect one la kai wan xiao ! :D can jual punya ! HAHHA ! yea, form 2 was the life ~ the only thing i bring in y bag was my pillow ! Oh yea ! HAHAHA ! NAP TIME ! and i rmb each wednesday our neighbouring class 2G had P.J and i would sit in thier empty class eating fruit or cup noodles and chit-chatting with Sharon,Karyn and Wei shing ! HAHAHA ! those were the days ! @.@ Hmmm but now we aint that close no more. Oh well i guess time really does change everything,huh? too bad ! HAHHA ! i still rmb that time i kacau sharon! HAHAHA ! she was like sitting on a table on the backdoor thn i go act like richard and holding Mdm.Seriam's rotan ! HAHAHA ! she was so shocked that she str8 jump down from the table ! HAHAHA ! oh ya ! and u bit me one time ! D: WTF ! sharon laaaaaaasap ! HAHAHAHA ! no la no la ~ HAHAHA ! i didn't know why suddenly i recall all my memories after hearing this CD but by now i tell u that i'm crying while writing this post ! i'm also not sure why am i crying ! but i'm laughing and smilling at some of those funny moments ! :D like the time we played with water in our class ! HAHAH ! i was like sleeping right? then Shin Hock (king of dogs) was gambling (Che,Ma,Pao) and he was friggin noisy rite? so i woke up and call him diam lo ! HAHA ! then he lc me and said "wo bu yao ! zhen yang?" HAHAHAH ! then i was like "oh? lc?" HAHAHA ! then i open my bottle ~ and.... WOOO HOOO ! u know wat comes nxt right? HAHAHA ! SPLASH ! HAHAHA ! so he took his bottle and splash me too ! i was like "OH ! IT'S ON NOW !" HAHAHA ! then the back of the class all got wet ! HAHA ! and the teacher is still teaching ! HAHAH ! if i din rmb wrong it was Mdm.Stella's period? HAHAHA ! she still said "eh? stop edi? not fun punya la" HAHHAHA ! jilagak ! lc hor? we know la ~ HAHAHA ! and how could i forgot my birthday last year,huh? i got ahluba-ed by some DOGS ! and i'm not pointing any fingers now ~ *JOSHUA, DYLAN, CLEMENT, SHIN HOCK, RAYMOND, YONG SHENG, ANSON,WEE ZIENG* yeah it was a bit painful but i'm glad u did it ! AHAHAHA ! cos u gave me a memory to have and enjoy ! thanks guys ! :D although u ppl are a bunch of retards but u're MY bunch of retards ! :D OH OH ! and the sleepover at ivan's house ! :D HAHAHA ! fun giii ! woooo ! me and anson went to overnight at ivan's house ! 1 word laaaa ! FUN! HAHAHA ! but sad we cant slep in the pool ! HAHAHA ! it'd be sooooo FRIGGIN cool if we could ! :D oh ya ! almost forgot to blog about this one ! HAHA ! SHARON'S BIRTHDAY ! 2009 ! HAHAHAHA ! it was at parkson's pizza hut ! HAHAH ! i'll never forget this one SHARON ! HAHAHA ! thank you for making me in trouble lo ! HAHAHA ! i'm such a good friend u know? wei le go ur party and giv u that beautiful key-name chain thingy i got scolded by my dad for a whole friggin night ! HAHAHAHA ! but also worth it la ! HAHAHA ! and sry i didnt took pictures with u on ur birthday cos i was too friggin shy ! HAHAHA ! don't know why i'm shy when it comes to taking pictures ! HAHAHA ! wierd,huh? x.x yala yala i know what u guys are thinking la ! u so handsome why am i shy about taking pictures right? HAHAHAHAHAHA ! cos hor i have camephobia ! HAHAHA ! no la i made that up ! :D oh oh ! and the time me,soonlee,hoo,larry,shinhock over nite at dylan's house ! HAHAHA ! got someone keep smoke la ! dono who eh ~ HAHAHAHA ! and we went to eat ROTI SUSU AT THE ROTI CANAI STORE NEAR DYLAN'S HOUSE ! HAHAHA ! 3AM GO EAT ROTI SUSU ! HAHAH ! everyone's eyes was sooooooooooo sepet ! HAHAHA ! then after roti susu we went down to buy some ghost cd's but on the way we saw TRAFFIC POLICE ! AHHAHA ! we were like WTF? 3AM? POLICE? HAHHA ! dylan straight turn and use other road ! HAHAHAHA ! then we bought some korean ghost movies about a girl killing ppl but she tot is a ghost killing but actualy is her ! LOL ! quite a mouthfull huh? HAHAHA ! x.x then after the ghost movie it was about 6am then we all fell asleep and when i was asleep those dogs go put underwear on me and took photos ! **** YOU PPL ! THOSE PHOTOS BETTER NOT LEAK OUT ! HAHA ! x.x well i got this far right? why don't i just tell u guys ALL the memories i recalled caused by those music, HAHAH ! wierd right? some kind or some type of music will make u rmb some memories HAHA ! so yea @.@ i suddenly recalled us in citrus, when i lied to my mom telling her that i was buying that rose for a friend then she like din believe din believe liddat, and when she dropped me at citrus she still keep aiming whose inside and she saw you ;) and yea i stood outside of citrus for like 3minutes? HAHA ! was too shy to go in x.x and when i went in i prayed so badly that i wouldnt blush ! but i guess i did huh? :O and after we ate we went to parkson and we watched tsunami ! yeah ! but i was a bit sleepy that time ! HAHA ! when i was with you,just the 2 of us, i felt the warmy warmth feeling and i liked it all so much ! but at the time i was still pretty shy too x.x and with that warmy feeling it put me right to sleep right away ! :O i can't believe i fell asleep too ! D: awww missed part of the movie dang it ! And eventhough we didn't last long but i just wanted you to know that, you've made me think and wanted to change for the better, and you've made the 1 month, our first month,the best month of my life and let me tell you it was seriously magical ! You just make me adore you more and more with the way u talk and the way u made me so comfortable when i'm around you or even just chatting with you ! nth can compare to how u make me felt and for that i want to Thank you. Thank you for sharing your love and made me a better person than i was before and showed me what it feels like to have someone to care and to be cared for. Thank you. I know that i can't force you to stay because everyone has thier own way of thinking and yes i know i'm not the one u chose and i just only have 1 regret and that is not being a better man for you. I'm sorry and i really hope that someday the girl i once met and fell in love from the first sight i laid on her will come back one more time cause i really missed that month that i spend with her. And please if you are reading this post please be positive minded about this? i'm not poking no one or saying things, it's just some part of me that i wanted to share. And do take care of yourself well since there's no one to remind you to drink water no more ya D; Mmmm yea i guess i'm just gonna end this post right here i really can't stand it no more HA ! i'm gonna dehydrate soon x.x So yea, one more last thing. Sweetcheeks if you're there i just wanna say i really miss you ! if she ain't there thn just ignore this thingy cause i don't need no stinkin comments about it alrite? i know you're good in making those things,but respect the memories k? So yea, TTFN !

13th of December

It's a sunny sunday today ! :D the sun is bright but for some reason i aint as bright ! D: oh well,i'm having my haircut today ! HAHA ! i'm nervous and anxious at the same time ! ~.~ i'll have to have a short hair this time if not i wont get in riam agn nxt year D; so yea imma ask kevin to cut it reeeaaal short ! x.x HEHE ! i'll continue this post when i get back ! so don't go no where now ! :P


-LMAO ! it's already been a day and i haven't even updated this post yet ! x.x aiyo i lazy update liao ! HAHAH ! jst gonna say that my hair is uber short now D; it's almost bald ! HAHAHAHAHAHHA ! but suprisingly it looks nice ! :D so yea that's all i'm gonna say so TTFN ! :D-

9th of December

It's finally starting to fade. Hmmmmm, is that a good thing or a bad thing? Well i guess i can't change much either, better let time do all the work. As they say "Only god can do everything,us humans can only do what we're capable of"

So i went to parkson with my mother and my lil bro today ! :D dam fun la ! wanna know why? cos i didn't spend a cent ! HAHA ! and that my friends, is the good thing of going to a shopping mall with your parents ! :D *give`em some love won't ya?* HAHAHA ! Oh ! and my lil bro went to buy some pants too ! and these are the pics took my MUA ! in the changing room ! :D HAHAHA !
*this post requires parental guide if not over 18 years old.Thank You* HAHA !


BUTT 1 ! HAHA !
BUTT 2 ! HAHAHAHAHAHHA !
Missed the butt this time ! D; DENG !
Last picture of the day ! :D Dam my bro stepping on my foot ! D; OUCH !

Well i guess i'm just gonna end my post here ! :D TTFN !

Ngeeeeee !

WHO KNOWS HOW TO DRIVE AND HAS A CAR AND IS IN MIRI!!?!?!!??! OMFG ! I NID A TRANSPORT BADLY !! AHHHHHH !!! PLEASE ANYONE? I'LL DO ANYTHING TO REPAY THE FAVOUR ! D; PLEASE? JUST 1 DAY SAHAJA LAAAAAA !! TOLONG TOLONG ! TERIMA KASIH ! THANK YOU ! XIE XIE !

It's the 4th.

It's the 4th now and i'm still thinking of how to get a transport and where blow up those friggin balloons ! D; and i don't friggin know that i can do it or not leh. Ngeeeeeeee ! don't think too much ! just do it ! :D YEAH ! LOL ! i sound wierd talking to myself,huh? x.x *ignore me* ANYWAYS ! Christmas is coming soon ! :) My favourite holiday of the year ! It's the season to be JOLLY not HOLY ! :P HAHA ! *dun simply think ya* HAHA ! well i don't need no nothing for christmas i just hope that i can spend time with the ones i love on the day. ;( Mmmmmmmmm i really hope i can find a transport soon ! D: My mom dun wanna borrow me her car ! *F her deep deep la =.=* God bless me please ! D: gimme a way out ! UHHH !

3rd of december !

TODAY ! is a special day ! u wanna know why? Cause it's the 3rd of December ! 1,2,3 ! HAHA ! not only that ! it is also a thursday ! 1,2,3,4 ! GENG LEH ! :D HAHA ! and today my mom bring me go tengok telefon ! :D HAHA ! we went to her friend's shop then her friend promote the newest model thn bla bla bla. Mana tau she promoting to me then become my mom buy the phone jor =.= WTH ! HAHAH ! well i guess that's all for today :) TTFN !

1st of December !

Mmmmmmmmmm ! 1st of December ! Start of a new month ! ;) Today rain whole day eh ! I'm loving it ! :D If everyday was like today thn jiu shuang le lo HAHA ! Mmmmmmm really washed away all my problems and worries :D Trying to forget all those things that brings me down and all those minor problems ! Yea,but there's something i really can't forget :( but what the heck no use thinking of it again laaaaaaa ! Time does flies huh? 1 more month before school reopens ! :O *NOOOOOO* HAHA ! so i'm gonna go out and play EVERYDAY from today onwards ! :D WHO'S WITH ME? *me ! me ! me ! me !* :D Yea that's the responds i want ! HA ! So yea i guess i'll just end this post here ! :) Mmmmmm I WISH IT WOULD RAIN EVERYDAY ! LALALA !

If you wanna leave, the door is wide open. I never forced you to stay. I want you to be happy,not annoyed and frustrated. So if u wanna leave just please do it as soon as you can and stop giving me fake hopes ;) i'd appreciate that very much. For now i'll just keep my distance, no worries i won't annoy you no more.

I've been dumb,stupid,unreal,self-centered and pussylike. And i didn't know when to act and I hope i get to have a chance to turn back time just once,just once and i'll change everything that i've did and did not do ! And you deserve so much more than what you put up for and it really made me regreting it all so deeply now for not realising that back then. But i know i can't do much to change the past now and i really regret about the fact that why didn't i think this way before? Why do i have to be like that? Why did i ever thought of you that way? WHY DIDN'T I DO THE THINGS THAT I WANTED? just because of some little reasons? it was really not worth to defend those reasons over you and i know that now but why didn't i realise that back then? I really hope that one day when i wake up in the morning, i'd be waking up on the 15th on September ! I deserve what was coming to me. I was selfish and untrusting but u still stood by me and endure it and i really wanna thank you for that. But i guess i crossed the line this time,huh? I'm really sorry and i hope it doesn't change a thing ! Cause i really want another chance to prove how much i love you and i really will do it right this time ! Babe, i love you and i wanna be with you so just please give me 1 more chance. All i'm asking this time is 1 more chance that's all. And i know that my brain will always think too much for it's own good but this time i really will ignore all those ideas and move forward towards you. So from the last piece of crap in me i would just wanna ask for another chance to prove myself again. I really hope u'll think about it after reading this post D; And i know that probably i won't touch your heart as much as i can before but i really wanna make things better and i seriously dun wanna lose you. So please,can you atleast think about it? We've made it this far right? How about one more last jump? please?

T H E D A Y S OF D A Y S

November 26,2009. 2.25am. Still waiting. ;) Hope i won't fall asleep x.x But i know that i've made a decision, i won't ever ever giv a shit what others think of me now. From now on i'll do what is right and what i like ! Mmmmmhm ! Hear me out ! I'm a changed man ! I ain't what i am before i guarentee you ! Embarressment? Shyness? What is it? Never heard of it before la ! ;D HA ! i've been thinking how useless i was and yea, i really do regret the things i did and did not do in the past. If only i had a timemachine huh? D; too bad ! BOO HOO ! well i guess the only thing i can do is hope and pray oh ! and i better not forget to NOT back on the past. What is over is over ! Look forward ! Make things out of what you have and not think about things you can make with things you don't have ! But seriously i'm just wondering about why i can't just fall sleepy like i normally do? I mean i just can't sleep early these days ! D; and it ain't doing my face any good either ! Do i really nid to get sleeping pills? ;O i hope not. Mmmmmmm oh well i guess that's about it for today ! ;D i'm just gonna continue waiting and waiting, yea i know u might be sleeping but still,something in me feels guilty and i can't go to bed feeling like this ! i'll wait till tmr morning for your answer if i have to ! but i'm pretty sure i'll pass out on my keyboard sooner or later x.x *ouch* HA ! waffle face? Mmmmmm ~ waffle ~ Oh dang ! i made myself hungry and i ain't got no food ! =.= WTF !